..A World of Nonsense..

damn dumb. wanted to study phy today...then becos they extended the hols, decided not to do a thing at all...slacked throughout...hmmz...have started on the prog sheets for cf..yippee..quite glad with my design. :D cf MAY BE postponed. maybe. quite sad...after our mid yrs..maybe...but i hope not. cant wait le.

hmmz...cousin went out with uncle on her first drive after getting her license...mum didnt let me go with them. was so shitified...i mean, my cousin lor..i wanna give her support cannot meh? but my mum was worried..cos it was afterall her very first drive..so in the end, everybody stayed back except my uncle. was so shitified. but nvm...wad can i do anyway. waiting for cousin to come back now. :(

very bored..........

den* stepped on your garbage at 4:24 AM

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den* stepped on your garbage at 7:01 AM

A friend is like a flower,
a rose to be exact,
Or maybe like a brand new gate
that never comes unlatched.

A friend is like an owl,
both beautiful and wise.
Or perhaps a friend is like a ghost,
whose spirit never dies.

A friend is like those blades of grass
you can never mow,
standing straight, tall, and proud
in a perfect little row.

A friend is like a heart that goes
strong until the end.
Where would we be in this world
if we didn't have a friend?

You are my rose, my owl, my ghost,
my grass, my heart - my everything;
Without you
I dont know what i'd be.

Thanks for being my friend.

den* stepped on your garbage at 2:48 AM

im so blardee scared stiff ive turned icy cold

den* stepped on your garbage at 10:46 PM

rot.
shitass blogger -
refused to stop publishing my private entry.
damn.

den* stepped on your garbage at 7:09 PM

last night kenna again...haix...think its my fault also. but i dunno la...i talk too much on the phone...dunno wad im doing can? this is just not me. shit..then i stayed up extra hour to study outta guilt. sleeping less and eating less nowadays..no time le. argh, dunno wad im doing...must study. i talk but nothing comes outta it. think im losing myself. they're breathing down my neck...but i noe...its my fault...and its onli right for them to do that....but i cant accept it so easily? guess its just that im rebellious. but since when haf i been known to be rebellious? i hate this. things have changed, i want it back the old way. where everything was so peaceful....when they knew i could manage everything myself, i was a so-called problem-free kid. now? i dunno wad to say. im feeling realli bad abt wad im doing. shit..tearing liao..see? wad is this? i cant answer this qn myself. losing myself...

den* stepped on your garbage at 5:49 PM

just noticed a spelling cum grammatical error in the previous entry. past tense of sink is sank...no such thing as 'sanked'. ..haha..hmmz..guess i must haf been so blur at that time. feeling better le. aiyah..chaotic. such a mess. aniwaez, flintstone today more shuai than ystday...ahahah...hmmz..still dying to noe which sch she's from. flintstone..wad a silly nick..but its safer to give her a nick than keep mentioning her name..she'll hear it one day. came home late again. dashed home as quickly as i could le. but still too late. actually not that late wad..but my dad reprimanded me. hehex..oops...i'd better be careful. didnt think he'd mind actually..but he still did. argh. nvm, he's concerned..and its for my own good. yupyup..then my maid also nagged..wow man...was sheer torture...had to sneak ard the house after that..to try to get myself away from the adults. better come home early nx time. hehehx. ;) finished a maths weekend hw le..got graph paper le..haha..damn happy...so much graph paper now..hehehhe..my sis bought so much.

blogged so many times today. -boredom-

den* stepped on your garbage at 5:06 AM

feeling kinda half dead now...my whole mind and heart kinda just sanked to the bottom of the sea..argh..wad nonsense. but aniwae, just feeling lost now la...wth. cracking up le...its as if the whole world's suddenly drifted off from me...alienation...yash, called u but i think i ended up disconnecting u again? dunno...aniwae, ya..nvm..no need to call me back...probably already dead by then la. shit~ tired..dont want to do hw..tried making myself do summary..but no use. this must be one of my mood swings again - hmmz...thot they were gone..but they're back again. evil-doers, relentless persecution, hot on my heels. [use these three phrases to form a sentence, my mind is turning too slowly to even phrase it properly]

den* stepped on your garbage at 12:04 AM

hmmz...stupid blogger was experiencing tech probs ystday it was so frustrating...i couldnt blog. but aniwae, i just went to bed. did some work before that though. so proud of myself..haha..cant believe i was actually disciplined enough to sit down and do instead of watching threshold of an era. :D was frozen last night..temp was 18 degrees celcius...and with my room area so pathetically small, it was DAMN COLD. and my maid blamed me for not adjusting the temp..wth..why did u put it at 18 in the first place right? still can say its quite warm...argh!!!! ...then i woke up at 5+ cos i was already turning into a snowman...was suffering from a runny nose plus blocked nose later. and i went to adjust the temp. kiez..then couldnt get back to bed. was overtaken by thoughts of someone...thought for sucha long time, couldnt get it outta my head and so i couldnt get back to sleep. plus the blocked nose. stupid..then after a long long time, finally slept. hope to do some work today.but..going to my grandma's house for lunch...wth...........nvm..will do work when i get home. *mentally tired* o ya, no more graph paper..it has finally come to an end..sobz...gtg buy new one le.

den* stepped on your garbage at 6:08 PM

so fun today! ;) swing + special sth else=xing fu [bliss!!]. lalala..tired...after fooling ard for the whole dae. hmmz..got loads and loads of hw..this time it's not exaggerating....its realli LOADS. infuriating man. nvm..shant let that spoil my mood. found my haven today..ha..the feeling is just so great... :D came back from the haven at 7:30 or so..and found my mum waiting at the porch - ohoh..didnt noe it was so late already. then realised that my maid went out to look for me..haha..best..so sorry for making them worry...niwaez, think that's going to be all for today..will try to finish up a maths and i shall go watch threshold of an era...come to think of it, hafnt watched it for quite a while again. oh! it has already started! shall go watch now..tata! :D *hope to sleep early tonight*

den* stepped on your garbage at 5:10 AM

sth i thot of last night before going to bed

if you look outta ur window and u see a star,
you'll know that ive taken over the star fairy's job
as your guardian angel -
i'll watch over you, take care
sleep tight~

*lazy but nice angel*

den* stepped on your garbage at 8:48 PM

homework

den* stepped on your garbage at 8:13 PM